i'm sooooo happy.....
In 3-5 years time, i'll be the co-owner of a new house!
Time flies...soon my 'surname' will change......

This morning, i read the book based on Joyce Meyer's. I like it! I recite, 'Jesus loves me' many times before i entered the work place. It works & makes my day! But afternoon wasn't that good. Too anxious & forgotten alot of things...Still i want to thank God for making my day safe. I'm off on Thursday.....so happy....going to apply for something exciting! Bye....

April is ending soon...i better type something short & sweet over here....
Ha...Just want to say that I'm really inspired by the message of what MJ had shared.
There was 1 part he mentioned about a family of 14 who has only $1000 worth of income per month! Gosh...i really take my hat off! I consider myself really blessed yet i still complain abt finances & life shortage! I should start doing something about it! To be contented & keep meeting people's hurts & needs! Gotta sleep! Night!

i think i've a problem with myself.
I'm feeling so emotional now.
I've no idea why.
Too many things are in my mind.
I'm suppressing them all.
I just want to go out to breathe some fresh air.

my thoughts

At this B.F season, i am patiently waiting for financial miracles to happen. It was not easy. I face some frustrations & anxiety but i've to keep confessing that God is my provider & HE is a rich God. Thank God that things are improving in my work. My mindset is different from what was used to be. My mindset is now more open & has a higher level of thinking. Thank God for those people who mould me & help me. One of the best persons that i want to thank is none other than my fiance. My life is so much better ever since we are together.

Currently, i'm saving up for certain important events. There are so many things i wish to buy but i can't. Not even a good haircut i'm yearning for. Frankly, i was a little frustrated but i'm kinda numb to it already. Whenever i'm feeling frustrated & stressed, i just pray to God to take all these anxieties away. There are some uncertainy in my mind right now. Ha i can do nothing but only ask HIM for wisdom to guide me.

Also, i'm not satisfied what i'm getting now. I want more!

I love hanging out with my Beloved!

I just came back from Jurong Point. It was really fun hanging out with my dearest Benjamin. We had dinner, massage,window shopping & supper! We also share alot of joy & jokes! We met each other 6 times this week! Man...alot, isn't it?! He was really a super awesome man to be with! I'm never bored being with him....we have so much to communicate & do things together, especially food! We always hunt for good food around & discuss about them...I'm really glad our relationship is getting stronger. Our love for each other really grow each day! This is what we want to see in our marriage next time...to continue to pursue each other. Guys, i have heard people often said only courtship time is the sweetest, not marriage but the fact is you can have a choice to change your marriage into a sweet one if you really want to. Your wife or husband is important & he or she is worth it! My beloved Benjamin, i just want to let you know that 'YOU ARE MORE WORTH THAN ANY TREASURE ON EARTH. PRECIOUS STONES & DIAMOND MAY COST THOUSANDS & MILLIONS BUT YOU ARE EVEN MORE VALUABLE THAN ANY OF THESE.'

I think i'm not happy & satisfied with myself.
Whenever i see pictures of very pretty ladies, i feel so inadequate & ugly.
I just wish so badly i want to be like them, having such photogenic & sharp features.
Honestly, i don't really my face shape. It makes me appear really big.
I wish i can have a good figure, 35-25-36.
I think that will be good enough for me.
I envy those ladies who look really good overall.
I also want to travel out of Singapore by air.
I've never taken by air!
I'm super jealous!
I'm so moody because of all these!
Hence i decided to pour all my feelings into it!