i think i've a problem with myself.
I'm feeling so emotional now.
I've no idea why.
Too many things are in my mind.
I'm suppressing them all.
I just want to go out to breathe some fresh air.

my thoughts

At this B.F season, i am patiently waiting for financial miracles to happen. It was not easy. I face some frustrations & anxiety but i've to keep confessing that God is my provider & HE is a rich God. Thank God that things are improving in my work. My mindset is different from what was used to be. My mindset is now more open & has a higher level of thinking. Thank God for those people who mould me & help me. One of the best persons that i want to thank is none other than my fiance. My life is so much better ever since we are together.

Currently, i'm saving up for certain important events. There are so many things i wish to buy but i can't. Not even a good haircut i'm yearning for. Frankly, i was a little frustrated but i'm kinda numb to it already. Whenever i'm feeling frustrated & stressed, i just pray to God to take all these anxieties away. There are some uncertainy in my mind right now. Ha i can do nothing but only ask HIM for wisdom to guide me.

Also, i'm not satisfied what i'm getting now. I want more!