I've dreamt a dream that i'm gonna be someone big one day.
But that dream just faded in my mind.
It's something I think It's hard to achieve.
People take 5 years to get there while I may need 20 years.
I don't know what my future will hold.

I wasn't as excited...

I have company dinner & dance this saturday. I was very excited at first but my excitement feeling has faded. I just don't really feel like going for it. My dress was too tight for me. Yeah i have put on weight. Man...kind of sad...i seriously aint not excited now....i look at myself now...man it's bad!