Friends bought colours to my life!!!

...2 Sugaries...

....My 2 Lovely Funny Friends....

Simply Self Obsessed!

Heading towards the Learning Capital Institution, memories of CPTp06 came to my mind once again. I called Farizan asking about her life & course she's currently taking. She told me she's also taking a additional free course, the special needs. That's really cool! Free oh mine! I really want it too...i mean if there's something for you to learn moreover it's free...why not man?! Yeah anyway i collected the certificate & went off. Along the way, i saw Kewei with his funky & stylish red car! He's waiting for his wife to be....wow he's settling down really fast!

I reached the city hall area first before Cecilia & Terence. Then i remember that Felicia told me that KimAge's school salon provides cheap services so i decided to give it a try. I paid $9 for it. I'm really satisfied. The hair dresser shampoo, cut, blow & style alittle...my hair style is the Top Bob but hair length still maintains.... i love it & was too engrossed with the mirror!

After the hair do, I chilled out with my 2 good friends, Terence & Cecilia at City Hall area today! They are really funny to hang out with especially Terence hahaha...He's getting handsome & well-built wooo....while Cecilia is getting cool & funky! She is so grown up now...Praise the Lord! Me? Man...i'm getting 'prosperous' physically...Terence teased me about my 'muffins'....muffins? You know what's that? It's a substance that floats in our body wahahaha....it's ok i try to take it positively...i admit i'm really putting on weight now! Argggggg......Never mind next week, i try to exercise more....get rid of excess 'muffins' haha....i want to be prosperous financially not physically....!!!! We took quite a number of pictures near the Subodinate court & Fullerton Hotel...it was really fun!!! We ate at Starbucks...man! Terence treated us Orea Cheesecake & Bagle with cheese...3 of us ate except Cecilia....but i ate the most like a Pig!!! The food was really yummy! Thanks Terence! After the fellowship, i really can't bear to leave my 2 good friends! I simply love their presence! They really brought joy & laughter! ok i've to stop here! Good night!

Temptation

Back to blogging,
I'm so tempted now...
Tempted to call him...
But i tell myself No!
It's the devil...

Dr. A.R. Bernard Part 2

I went to the Dr. AR. Bernard's preaching session today! Charlene was supposed to meet me but she chose to watch online instead. Before she sms me, i already knew the answer when i was taking a showering. I knew she couldn't make it. The devil tempted me asking me since she was not going, why don't i stay at home? I said no & told God that i want to seek His presence & simply very hungry for the Word! So i went alone instead. I'm pretty excited to meet my cell members...want to surprise them that i came for it today haha that's quite lame...Indeed i'm really glad that i came to hear the Word...The preaching was awesome! He mentioned about Spiritual Discipline - Prayer...Word...Bible Study...Fasting...Repentance...Forgiveness... wow it's really powerful! Yes by doing all these, one will be strong in the Word & has a strong relationship with God then one will be able to bring Christ into culture! Awesome really awesome! After service, i bought a sandwich which doesn't taste so nice oh man but anyway i just ate it up...an hungry man is an angry man? haha...i went straight home as i need to help out at home...

I finally able to reach Jim* because there are things left to be unsettled... ok i told him that i'll give him time till this end of year...hopefully certain things will be cleared for him but not possible for us anymore...yes i'm single but simply unavailable!!!

(* this is to protect the identity of the person)

I Love Dr.AR Bernard!

Dr. AR. Bernard's preaching is stylish & cool! The way he preached really makes me awake & interested more about God...God gives life...without life there's no God so God is life & God is alive! Life is really about God...everything we do...there's a connection between us & God...it's amazing isn't it? Bringing Christ into culture is really interesting & challenging, isn't it? There'll be bound to have people opposing the idea of bringing Christ into culture...but if this pleases God why not? Man will forever be dissatisfied but God will be pleased to those who do according to His will. The service is indeed great! I really hope to go for his next service but i don't know whether i should due to circumstances...haiz....

Today we celebrated MJ's birthday in advance...he's so suave today haha...we took photos again...yeah the extreme photoholics! There's also a new member joining us...his name is Harvin... We also have a video especially for MJ. We sang, 'You are my sunshine'. It's really cute & funny! I finally get to meet Sandy in live! She is quite pretty in real life...haha no wonder my friend likes her....haha...i told her that i'm sugar sugar...haha...

After the short celebration for MJ, we went to eat at Eunos. They are really funny...i keep saying help yourselves! Haha...before that i saw one dressy top from This Fashion..it's only $10 & it's really colourful & nice! I really love it! I'm so tempted to get one but never mind....haha...got to stop here! Night!

Events on NDP

On 9th August 2007 (National day), i went to my CG at MJ's house. He preached about relationship on the 4 fatal laws. It was great even though he had preached in the riverwalk last few weeks. It's like a reinforcement to me so i kinda enjoyed it. I met new friends. Shuting bought his friend, Wang Qi & Cheryl brought Sei. Sei is a dietician in SGH. Wow she is indeed knowledgle about nutrition! I asked her quite a number of questions about health...She said she made a doll that resembles like me...haha i can't wait to see it one day! Wang Qi & Shuting are really nice & i enjoy their presence...We took a lot of pictures & are indeed Photoholics! Kelvin invited his beautiful friends (3 are from Japan & 1 from China) to join us for ND celebration at Marina area...Shalynn & her boyfriend, Max joined us later. Kelvin & i fetched them from Funan Mall. When the sky is pretty dark, fireworks appeared! Beautiful & Colourful indeed! This is really my first time joining my CG for fireworks...every year i would stay at home watch NDP or do other stuffs at home...i guess this year is more special?! After all the fireworks, we went to Lao Pa Sat for a good meal. Along the way, I saw my ex college, Doreen! What a small world...someone coincidentally tapped onto my back & it happened to be her! We laughed together & said goodbye to each other... Lao Pa Sat was very packed with people so we packed food & ate at the raffles area. Erwin & his friend joined us later. We celebrated his birthday...He's pretty a funny guy! What a great day i have with my CG! I love them...they are my joy & inspiration :)!

i hate it

The same thing happened again...yesterday & today...that self image of mine...monster in the mirror...indulgance & suddenly couldn't accept myself....i feel really down now...

why is this feeling coming over me?

I don't know why...suddenly i feel alittle empty again...disappointed frustrated a little angry hate myself my body...i'm feeling so trapped in my mind...is it because i didn't talk to God again??? i'm feeling distracted & down at this moment....