Flesh is screaming but Motivation sets in.

Flesh is mentioned in the bible many times. It's the natural body reactions in us (my brief definition).

I woke up this morning feeling sick & have a hoarse throat. I called Mr. Yusri & wanted to tell him to cancel Umairah's lesson. Fortunately, his hp is off. He sms me asking me if i would like to tell him anything. Initially i want to sms him that i'm not able to come because of sore throat. However for the sake of Umairah & myself, i decided that i will go & give play-based lesson. So i told him that i accidentally pressed his number.

Thank God my throat is not so bad. I'm still able to tell story & sing with Umairah. Lesson was good & fruitful. She really enjoys music & movement. We had craft works, making 2 bouquet of flowers (only 1 flower in each bouquet). I gave the birthday present (a photo frame with me & Fadhilah's mummy) to Fadhilah's mother. Her birthday falls on the same day as my best friend too!

When i came back, i had a good lunch. My flesh is telling me to stay at home or wear sloppily to service. I ask myself, 'This morning i don't feel like going too because i'm a little sick but i still went ahead. Why? My motivation is to earn financially. Likewise, it's the same for going service. My flesh screams, wants me to stay at home & go tomorrow but i've to tell myself that i'll be going to hear the Word because i love my God.

So guys, have you been in a situation where you are suppose to do something but you don't feel like doing it under certain circumstances? Do you blame the circumstances or something that hinders you from doing it? Then it's time to reflect yourself. Do not do things based on your emotions, rather be disciplined. Remember your attitude determines your altitude!