Tuesday, July 29, 2008

I love my Lord!

Today i went shopping with my good friend, Carrin. We had fun looking & trying out clothes & food at Bugis. It was pretty fun although i'm a little tired. Shopping is one of my ways to relieve stress & worries. I bought a pair of shoes to match my dresses! I'm quite happy with it but i may want to change it as i'm a perfectionist in shoes! If i see any lines or dirt on the shoes, i want a new piece! Same for clothes as well...!

But when i reached home, i began to frown at myself. It's not due to my family & relationship problem. I don't know why. It's just myself, my frustrations, anxiety, fear... the pleasure that came from shopping & chilling had gone in just less than an hour! Perhaps it's today that things didn't really go that well for me in school or i'm just too sensitive. Every morning i will seek the Lord for His presence & help. I hope that things will go well after prayer each time but i was wrong. Things don't go well all the time. There are good times & bad times. HE makes me realise that i've to keep seeking HIM regardless of good or bad times. Sometimes it's dreadful & tiring to face work. Maybe i've high expectations or didn't really plan well. I didn't meet my goals which cause frustrations & stress in myself.

Getting prone to stress easily is my greatest weakness. Lord, i really need you everyday to guide my life. I've a good family & boyfriend & good friends around me but the fact is i'm not happy. That's why having YOU, JESUS can really comfort my soul. No one else but YOU (:

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