...Excitement...

I just came back from the interactive lesson my best friend's niece, Umairah! Thank God i'm not perspiring! I wore a long sleeve that i bought from Genting...i can say that it's a little warm today! Haha but i guess the service will be pretty cold later! I just have my 2nd pay cheque by Mr. Yusri. Next week will be my best friend's brother's wedding...wow...let's see what shall i wear next week...i'm pretty excited for the deliverance by Rev. Mike Connell...really hope that i'm able to see a breakthrough in my life...all the struggles & problems to overcome in the name of Jesus, yeah Amen! i've been doing the 12 hour fast since last friday till yesterday...i must say it's really a good experience for me as i've never fast like this before...i should tell myself, 'yeah keep it up! i can do through God who strenghtens me!' Since last friday till thursday, i didn't puke but it's only on friday that was yesterday... my E.D starts coming back...i feel quite bad...i'm just too greedy & such as a compulsive eater that i just indulge too much making me feel nauseous & really threw out the food! Yesterday was really a horrible day for me! Then when i was surfing the net, i asked my grandma if she wants to come to church but she rejected! Instead she said she wants to go to the temple to pray with my auntie. i was pretty disappointed. I mean she told me that she believes in Jesus but she still rejects to go to church! Sign...:( I guess i just have to keep her in my prayers that God will open the door for her...i did have a hair cut as well...my fringe! Grace said i look like a Jap...wow that's cool...i think Jap are cool...that compliment makes me happy but i'm kinda doubtful...what if i look like a china doll? No No No.....! i don't wanna be one & look like one....!!!! I'm gonna meet Eunis Lee today in Jurong point later... man she used to ask me but her requests are always rejected...now i think back...i feel so bad...anyway it's never too late! Hopefully i'll continue to live by faith hope & love...God's presence is absolutely wonderful...i always look forward to go service to dress my best & serve my best...ok got to makan!!! Bye Blog! haha ciao!